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"I Was Homeless for a Decade… and Still Survived" w/ Sean Speck | The Hopeaholics Podcast #289 In this intense and deeply personal episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Sean Speck opens up about a journey that few survive—years of addiction, homelessness, relapse, medical trauma, and ultimately, an unexpected path to redemption. Sean takes us through the harsh reality of smoking weed at 14, graduating high school addicted to meth, getting kicked out at 19, and spending nearly a decade homeless on the streets of Riverside. He talks openly about the first time he used a needle, the psychosis that consumed him, waking up in an industrial complex without his colostomy bag, and the terrifying moment doctors told him alcohol had destroyed his colon. Sean describes the collapse of his life as he relapsed again, eating 45–75 gas-station “heroin” pills a day, taking a “one-time” hit of heroin that pulled him right back into the cycle, and being forcibly taken to detox as his fiancée fought to save his life. But he also shares the moment everything shifted—calling from a park saying he was done, begging God to remove the obsession, reconnecting with his daughters, and learning to rebuild his life through honesty, humility, and real recovery. This episode is raw, vulnerable, heartbreaking, and absolutely inspiring. It's a reminder that even after years of darkness, there is still hope, still redemption, and still a way forward. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:03:21 – High school addiction spirals: meth, pills, and hiding it from everyone 00:05:26 – Getting kicked out at 19 and starting life on the streets 00:06:18 – First time he tried heroin while homeless in Lake Elsinore 00:07:43 – Nearly a decade homeless in Riverside, stuck in the cycle 00:10:15 – The first time he ever used a needle and how everything changed 00:12:30 – Waking up in an industrial complex missing his colostomy bag 00:13:13 – Breaking down in a park and calling for help, “I’m done” 00:16:55 – Eating 45–75 gas-station “heroin” pills every day 00:17:47 – A “one time” heroin hit that turned into full relapse 00:19:08 – Fiancée orders friends to “kidnap” him into detox 00:20:14 – The moment Sean begged God to remove the obsession 00:21:27 – Doctors explain alcohol destroyed his colon 00:24:42 – Waking up with a colostomy bag at 30 years old 00:27:11 – Drinking again just one week after colon surgery
"I Was Homeless for a Decade… and Still Survived": Sean Speck | The Hopeaholics Podcast #289
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Inside the Mind of a Compulsive Gambler with Louis Ruggiero | The Hopeaholics Podcast #288 In this gripping episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Louis Ruggiero lays everything on the table as he shares his unbelievable journey through addiction, gambling, destruction, and redemption. From the moment he first sat at a blackjack table at just 15 years old and turned $200 into $9,000, Louis became hooked on the rush—a rush that would ultimately cost him over $10.2 million, countless relationships, and nearly his life. He opens up about his battles with opioids, alcohol, and gambling, his public downfall after a headline-making arrest in New York City, and the years of chaos that followed as he spiraled deeper into addiction while trying to hold onto a facade of success. Louis paints a vivid picture of the highs of Vegas suites, private jets, and massive wins, followed by the devastating lows of broken promises, debt, and suicidal thoughts. Yet through all the pain, he found redemption in recovery—turning to Gamblers Anonymous, Alcoholics Anonymous, and the 12-step program to rebuild not only his sobriety but his sense of purpose. Now, nearly a year sober from gambling and years clean from drugs and alcohol, Louis is using his platform and his podcast Nothing’s Off the Table to shine a light on the realities of addiction and the hope found in recovery. His story is brutally honest, deeply human, and serves as a reminder that no matter how far you fall, it’s never too late to change, heal, and rise again. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:03:01 - Early Gambling Beginnings 00:05:10 - First Rehab and Substance Use 00:08:03 - Arrest and Public Scandal 00:11:24 - Friend’s Murder and Relapse 00:13:18 - Intervention and Trip to Sierra Tucson 00:14:26 - Move to LA and First Real Sobriety 00:15:25 - Making Money and Relapse into Gambling 00:17:05 - Losing $10.2 Million 00:18:20 - Vegas Escapades Begin 00:22:04 - Covid Collapse and Drinking Again 00:25:12 - Cirque Lodge and Colombia Spiral 00:29:49 - Fired and Hitting Rock Bottom 00:31:02 - Family Cuts Him Off 00:33:02 - Sobriety and New Sponsor 00:34:23 - Gambling Relapse During Sobriety 00:35:12 - Suicidal Thoughts and Confession 00:38:58 - Gamblers Anonymous and Financial Honesty 00:42:11 - Launching Podcast and Raising Awareness 00:44:39 - Making Amends and Working at Family Restaurant 00:45:03 - Balancing AA and GA Recovery 00:46:44 - Commitment to 12-Step Program and Spiritual Growth
Inside the Mind of a Compulsive Gambler with Louis Ruggiero | The Hopeaholics Podcast #288
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Losing a Father to Addiction and Finding Purpose with Angie Nunez | The Hopeaholics Podcast #287 In this episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, guest Angie Nunez shares her deeply personal journey of loss, healing, and spiritual awakening. Born and raised in the Bronx to Dominican parents, Angie reflects on her upbringing, cultural roots, and the challenges of growing up in a tight-knit immigrant family. She opens up about losing her father to addiction after his long battle with opioids and cancer, revealing how his passing inspired her to create her own show, Sins of My Father, to honor his story and shed light on the struggles of addiction and generational pain. Angie speaks candidly about her grief and the process of finding strength through self-awareness, spirituality, and faith. She discusses how her spiritual journey helped her reconnect with her father’s memory, embrace her shadow self, and release shame through forgiveness and understanding. The conversation also explores her marriage, motherhood, and her husband’s transition from military life to rediscovering purpose through service and compassion with their project A Meal with Humanity, which brings food and dignity to the homeless in New Jersey. Through vulnerability and resilience, Angie’s story embodies love, transformation, and the belief that even through loss, healing and light can emerge. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:01:39 - Growing Up in the Bronx 00:07:17 - Losing Her Father to Addiction 00:08:19 - The Birth of “Sins of My Father” Podcast 00:09:46 - Grieving and Healing Journey 00:22:43 - Feeling Guided by Her Father’s Spirit 00:33:54 - Marriage, Communication, and Healing 00:34:58 - Husband’s Struggles After the Marines 00:35:18 - “A Meal with Humanity” Project 00:41:27 - Grandfather’s Hospital Experience 00:43:04 - Witnessing Death and Trauma 00:44:24 - Spiritual Awakening and Meditation 00:45:22 - Reconnecting with Her Father Through Spirituality 01:20:14 - Closing and Reflections on Her Journey
Losing a Father to Addiction and Finding Purpose with Angie Nunez | The Hopeaholics Podcast #287
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What Eating Disorders Don’t Tell You with Karina Chandler | The Hopeaholics Podcast #290 In this powerful episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, guest Karina Chandler shares an extraordinary journey of resilience, vulnerability, and transformation. Opening up about her long battle with an eating disorder, complex PTSD, childhood trauma, substance use, and a harrowing medical crisis involving encephalitis and toxic mold exposure, Karina reflects on the years she spent suffering in silence while maintaining the appearance of a functioning professional and mother. She speaks candidly about how addiction, shame, and secrecy intertwined with her past, the collapse of her marriage, and her eventual rebuilding from the ground up as a single parent. Today, Karina finds strength in recovery, fitness-based community support, spirituality, and service, and she discusses how these practices not only helped her heal but also reignited her passion for helping others. This episode offers a raw, deeply human look at survival, self-discovery, and the courage to reclaim one’s life. #TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:13:39 – First Purge and Feeling “Powerful” 00:13:52 – Realizing the Eating Disorder Took Over Her Life 00:14:09 – Considering Surrendering to the Disorder While Driving 00:16:30 – Drinking at 17 and Being Introduced to Alcohol at Age 8 00:17:12 – Meeting Her Addicted Father for the First Time 00:17:29 – Her Father Showing Her Off Without Ever Making Amends 00:20:17 – Losing Her Developmentally Delayed Sister 00:24:20 – Working in a Prison Facility While Her Eating Disorder Spiraled 00:25:02 – Drinking, Binging, Purging, and Drunk Driving as a Daily Cycle 00:30:53 – Becoming a Clinical Director While Secretly Drinking Nightly 00:31:26 – Losing Her Career and Driving Uber Just to Survive 00:50:39 – Getting Her Second DUI After Months of Isolation 00:51:52 – Board Told Her She Must Get Sober to Restore Her License 00:53:01 – Sharing Trauma Stories While Climbing a Mountain in Recovery 01:07:06 – Crying While Realizing Her Pain Now Helps Others Heal
What Eating Disorders DON'T Tell You with Karina Chandler | The Hopeaholics Podcast #290
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"I Was Homeless for a Decade… and Still Survived" w/ Sean Speck | The Hopeaholics Podcast #289 In this intense and deeply personal episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Sean Speck opens up about a journey that few survive—years of addiction, homelessness, relapse, medical trauma, and ultimately, an unexpected path to redemption. Sean takes us through the harsh reality of smoking weed at 14, graduating high school addicted to meth, getting kicked out at 19, and spending nearly a decade homeless on the streets of Riverside. He talks openly about the first time he used a needle, the psychosis that consumed him, waking up in an industrial complex without his colostomy bag, and the terrifying moment doctors told him alcohol had destroyed his colon. Sean describes the collapse of his life as he relapsed again, eating 45–75 gas-station “heroin” pills a day, taking a “one-time” hit of heroin that pulled him right back into the cycle, and being forcibly taken to detox as his fiancée fought to save his life. But he also shares the moment everything shifted—calling from a park saying he was done, begging God to remove the obsession, reconnecting with his daughters, and learning to rebuild his life through honesty, humility, and real recovery. This episode is raw, vulnerable, heartbreaking, and absolutely inspiring. It's a reminder that even after years of darkness, there is still hope, still redemption, and still a way forward. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:03:21 – High school addiction spirals: meth, pills, and hiding it from everyone 00:05:26 – Getting kicked out at 19 and starting life on the streets 00:06:18 – First time he tried heroin while homeless in Lake Elsinore 00:07:43 – Nearly a decade homeless in Riverside, stuck in the cycle 00:10:15 – The first time he ever used a needle and how everything changed 00:12:30 – Waking up in an industrial complex missing his colostomy bag 00:13:13 – Breaking down in a park and calling for help, “I’m done” 00:16:55 – Eating 45–75 gas-station “heroin” pills every day 00:17:47 – A “one time” heroin hit that turned into full relapse 00:19:08 – Fiancée orders friends to “kidnap” him into detox 00:20:14 – The moment Sean begged God to remove the obsession 00:21:27 – Doctors explain alcohol destroyed his colon 00:24:42 – Waking up with a colostomy bag at 30 years old 00:27:11 – Drinking again just one week after colon surgery
"I Was Homeless for a Decade… and Still Survived": Sean Speck | The Hopeaholics Podcast #289
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Inside the Mind of a Compulsive Gambler with Louis Ruggiero | The Hopeaholics Podcast #288 In this gripping episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Louis Ruggiero lays everything on the table as he shares his unbelievable journey through addiction, gambling, destruction, and redemption. From the moment he first sat at a blackjack table at just 15 years old and turned $200 into $9,000, Louis became hooked on the rush—a rush that would ultimately cost him over $10.2 million, countless relationships, and nearly his life. He opens up about his battles with opioids, alcohol, and gambling, his public downfall after a headline-making arrest in New York City, and the years of chaos that followed as he spiraled deeper into addiction while trying to hold onto a facade of success. Louis paints a vivid picture of the highs of Vegas suites, private jets, and massive wins, followed by the devastating lows of broken promises, debt, and suicidal thoughts. Yet through all the pain, he found redemption in recovery—turning to Gamblers Anonymous, Alcoholics Anonymous, and the 12-step program to rebuild not only his sobriety but his sense of purpose. Now, nearly a year sober from gambling and years clean from drugs and alcohol, Louis is using his platform and his podcast Nothing’s Off the Table to shine a light on the realities of addiction and the hope found in recovery. His story is brutally honest, deeply human, and serves as a reminder that no matter how far you fall, it’s never too late to change, heal, and rise again. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:03:01 - Early Gambling Beginnings 00:05:10 - First Rehab and Substance Use 00:08:03 - Arrest and Public Scandal 00:11:24 - Friend’s Murder and Relapse 00:13:18 - Intervention and Trip to Sierra Tucson 00:14:26 - Move to LA and First Real Sobriety 00:15:25 - Making Money and Relapse into Gambling 00:17:05 - Losing $10.2 Million 00:18:20 - Vegas Escapades Begin 00:22:04 - Covid Collapse and Drinking Again 00:25:12 - Cirque Lodge and Colombia Spiral 00:29:49 - Fired and Hitting Rock Bottom 00:31:02 - Family Cuts Him Off 00:33:02 - Sobriety and New Sponsor 00:34:23 - Gambling Relapse During Sobriety 00:35:12 - Suicidal Thoughts and Confession 00:38:58 - Gamblers Anonymous and Financial Honesty 00:42:11 - Launching Podcast and Raising Awareness 00:44:39 - Making Amends and Working at Family Restaurant 00:45:03 - Balancing AA and GA Recovery 00:46:44 - Commitment to 12-Step Program and Spiritual Growth
Inside the Mind of a Compulsive Gambler with Louis Ruggiero | The Hopeaholics Podcast #288
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Losing a Father to Addiction and Finding Purpose with Angie Nunez | The Hopeaholics Podcast #287 In this episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, guest Angie Nunez shares her deeply personal journey of loss, healing, and spiritual awakening. Born and raised in the Bronx to Dominican parents, Angie reflects on her upbringing, cultural roots, and the challenges of growing up in a tight-knit immigrant family. She opens up about losing her father to addiction after his long battle with opioids and cancer, revealing how his passing inspired her to create her own show, Sins of My Father, to honor his story and shed light on the struggles of addiction and generational pain. Angie speaks candidly about her grief and the process of finding strength through self-awareness, spirituality, and faith. She discusses how her spiritual journey helped her reconnect with her father’s memory, embrace her shadow self, and release shame through forgiveness and understanding. The conversation also explores her marriage, motherhood, and her husband’s transition from military life to rediscovering purpose through service and compassion with their project A Meal with Humanity, which brings food and dignity to the homeless in New Jersey. Through vulnerability and resilience, Angie’s story embodies love, transformation, and the belief that even through loss, healing and light can emerge. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:01:39 - Growing Up in the Bronx 00:07:17 - Losing Her Father to Addiction 00:08:19 - The Birth of “Sins of My Father” Podcast 00:09:46 - Grieving and Healing Journey 00:22:43 - Feeling Guided by Her Father’s Spirit 00:33:54 - Marriage, Communication, and Healing 00:34:58 - Husband’s Struggles After the Marines 00:35:18 - “A Meal with Humanity” Project 00:41:27 - Grandfather’s Hospital Experience 00:43:04 - Witnessing Death and Trauma 00:44:24 - Spiritual Awakening and Meditation 00:45:22 - Reconnecting with Her Father Through Spirituality 01:20:14 - Closing and Reflections on Her Journey
Losing a Father to Addiction and Finding Purpose with Angie Nunez | The Hopeaholics Podcast #287
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Breaking The Chains of a 15-Year Addiction with Ali Zansberg | The Hopeaholics Podcast #286 In this powerful and emotional episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Ali Zansberg opens up about her extraordinary journey through unimaginable pain, addiction, and transformation. From surviving childhood molestation and undergoing heart surgery at just thirteen to enduring years of misdiagnosis, psychiatric medications, and even electroconvulsive therapy, Ali’s early life was marked by confusion and survival. Her struggles spiraled into addiction after a near-fatal bout with liver failure introduced her to opiates, setting off a decade-long battle with substance abuse, arrests, overdoses, and heartbreak. She speaks candidly about the darkness of meth psychosis, the devastating loss of her unborn child during withdrawal, and the torment of suicidal thoughts that followed. Despite it all, Ali’s story takes a turn toward light—through sheer surrender, she finds recovery, purpose, and faith. Now living sober and helping others through her involvement in recovery communities, Ali’s story is a raw and redemptive testament to resilience, hope, and the power of second chances. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:03:01 - Childhood Trauma and Molestation Confession 00:04:43 - Electroconvulsive Therapy and Misdiagnosis 00:10:24 - Liver Failure and Introduction to Opiates 00:13:10 - First Overdose and FBI Intervention 00:20:04 - Back Surgery and Relapse into Addiction 00:22:12 - Repeated Overdoses and Mother’s Call About Burial 00:24:08 - Meth Psychosis and Calling the Police on Herself 00:25:03 - Court Scene with Police Dog Incident 00:30:36 - Pregnancy and Miscarriage After Kratom Withdrawal 00:31:46 - Suicidal Thoughts on Christmas 00:35:03 - Domestic Abuse and Leaving the Relationship 00:36:12 - Entering Sober Living and Starting True Recovery 00:39:42 - Regaining Career and Purpose Through Sobriety 00:40:56 - Describing Kratom Withdrawal as Worse Than Heroin
Breaking The Chains of a 15-Year Addiction with Ali Zansberg | The Hopeaholics Podcast #286
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Surrender Isn’t Weakness, It’s Freedom with Yeshaia Blakeney | The Hopeaholics Podcast #285 In this thought-provoking and deeply human episode, Yeshaia Blakeney opens up about his journey through addiction, self-destruction, and spiritual awakening with striking honesty and wisdom. Growing up in the chaos of Hollywood, Yeshaia describes feeling emotionally adrift and spiritually disconnected long before drugs entered the picture. What began as an attempt to escape pain and emptiness eventually led him into the darkness of addiction, arrests, and broken relationships. He recounts sitting in a jail cell — the moment he realized, “This isn’t who I am” — and how that breaking point became the foundation of his recovery. Through faith, humility, and an unrelenting search for truth, Yeshaia found that healing wasn’t about willpower, but surrender. He now dedicates his life to helping others rediscover their own humanity, guiding people toward authenticity, connection, and spiritual growth through his work at Recovery Integrity. With disarming vulnerability, he challenges the misconception that sobriety alone is the goal, emphasizing instead that true recovery means finding meaning, love, and purpose beyond the pain. This episode is both a wake-up call and a source of hope — a raw conversation about redemption, faith, and the beautiful struggle of being fully human. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:04:11 – Growing Up in Hollywood and Feeling Spiritually Lost 00:06:35 – Experimenting with Drugs and Searching for Meaning 00:09:22 – The Arrest That Forced Him to Face Reality 00:11:10 – Sitting in Jail and Realizing “This Isn’t Who I Am” 00:13:47 – The Turning Point: Finding God Through Desperation 00:16:09 – Learning That Recovery Is a Spiritual, Not Physical, Journey 00:19:42 – Losing Friends to Addiction and Questioning His Purpose 00:23:18 – Discovering the Power of Humility and Surrender 00:26:30 – Becoming a Counselor and Helping Others Heal 00:29:14 – Why Real Change Requires Emotional Honesty 00:32:22 – Redefining Masculinity and the Fear of Vulnerability 00:35:48 – Understanding That Pain Is the Path to Transformation 00:39:03 – “Connection Is the Cure”: The Truth About Addiction 00:41:57 – How Faith and Community Keep Him Grounded 00:44:26 – The Redemption of Purpose: Living to Serve Others
Surrender Isn’t Weakness, It’s Freedom with Yeshaia Blakeney | The Hopeaholics Podcast #285
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The Bottle Almost Took Everything with Kristine Koontz | The Hopeaholics Podcast #284 In this raw and deeply emotional episode, Kristine Koontz shares her courageous journey through chaos, addiction, loss, and redemption with an honesty that grips you from the start. Growing up amid abuse, instability, and emotional neglect, Kristine found her first escape in alcohol at just thirteen years old — a drink that made her feel “normal” for the first time. What began as weekend partying spiraled into decades of dependency, self-destruction, and denial, even as she built a life as a wife, mother of three, and businesswoman. She opens up about the toll of her drinking: the crumbling of her marriage, the affair that shattered her family, and the painful moment her children turned away in shame. As her addiction deepened, Kristine describes hitting rock bottom — alone in her condo, shaking, suicidal, and drinking herself toward death until her ex-husband found her and rushed her to the hospital. Through multiple relapses and painful realizations, she finally surrendered, walking into an AA meeting that changed everything. Her transformation is one of faith, humility, and rebirth — a testament to the 9% of addicts who make it out alive. Today, Kristine speaks with radiant gratitude and strength, using her story to help others break free from the shame, secrecy, and isolation of addiction. Her message is clear and powerful: you can come back from anything if you let God, grace, and truth lead the way. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:07:15 – Growing Up in Chaos and Abuse 00:08:12 – Her Father’s Violence and Emotional Trauma 00:09:13 – Praying for Her Homeless Brother 00:10:13 – Finding Escape in Alcohol at Thirteen 00:12:02 – High School Hangovers and the Party Girl Life 00:13:24 – Getting Into Speed and Toxic Relationships 00:16:41 – Realizing Perfectionism Is Self-Destruction 00:21:05 – Marriage, Motherhood, and the Illusion of Control 00:23:06 – The Drinking That Tore Her Family Apart 00:25:29 – The Affair and Losing Her Children 00:29:20 – Alone, Withdrawn, and Suicidal 00:31:11 – Her Husband’s Tears and the Doctor’s Warning 00:35:01 – Detoxing in the Hospital and Denial 00:37:10 – The Woman Who Inspired Her to Seek Recovery 00:39:01 – Relapse, Rock Bottom, and a Moment of Clarity 00:44:12 – Walking Into AA and Finally Understanding 00:45:15 – The Power of Surrender and Spiritual Healing 00:46:26 – Gratitude, Faith, and Finding Purpose in Recovery
The Bottle Almost Took EVERYTHING with Kristine Koontz | The Hopeaholics Podcast #284
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Two Mothers, Two Sons, One Epidemic: Katrina Simmons & Kristi Kastler | The Hopeaholics Podcast #283 In this deeply emotional and unforgettable episode, Katrina Simmons and Kristi Kastler open their hearts to share the devastating realities of losing their beloved sons, Dylan and Devan, to fentanyl and addiction. Katrina begins by recounting Dylan’s early years, the warmth of his personality, and the gradual unraveling of his life after moving away from home. She describes the torment of watching her son slip through her fingers despite desperate attempts to save him, the sleepless nights filled with fear, and the haunting phone call that confirmed her worst nightmare. Through immense grief, Katrina speaks of finding solace in faith—believing Dylan is finally at peace—and even hearing his voice in moments of prayer reminding her, “I took it too far, Mom.” Kristi then shares her journey as a mother fighting for Devan’s life, recalling how his addiction began when he was injected with heroin at just fifteen years old. She recounts the heartbreak of the night before his death, the helplessness of being turned away from treatment programs, and the emotional toll of watching her son battle a disease that consumed him. Together, these two mothers bring raw truth and humanity to the growing fentanyl epidemic, exposing the cracks in the system, the stigma families face, and the enduring pain of loss. Yet amid the heartbreak, their voices carry a message of faith, resilience, and love—a call to action for awareness, compassion, and change, and a testament to the unbreakable bond between a mother and her child. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:02:46 – Katrina Begins Telling Dylan’s Story 00:04:12 – The Double Suicide That Shattered Their Family 00:05:19 – Watching Dylan’s Life Spiral After Moving Away 00:08:12 – The Call That Confirmed Fentanyl Took Her Son 00:09:08 – Losing Herself Trying to Save Him 00:11:48 – The Day Dylan Passed Away 00:12:23 – Finding Faith and Accepting Dylan Is at Peace 00:18:09 – Hearing Dylan’s Voice Say “I Took It Too Far, Mom” 00:21:35 – The Fight to Get Him Help During the Fentanyl Era 00:22:26 – Remembering Their Final Beach Walk Together 00:28:59 – Kristy Begins Telling Devan’s Story 00:38:51 – Devan Is Injected with Heroin at Fifteen 00:41:06 – The Night Before Devan’s Death 00:43:14 – The Rehab That Couldn’t Take Him Back 00:51:00 – “Devan Hated Being an Addict But Loved Drugs”
Two Mothers, Two Sons, One Epidemic: Katrina Simmons & Kristi Kastler | The Hopeaholics Podcast #283
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The Man Who Robbed Banks and Found God in a Cell: Julian Miller | The Hopeaholics Podcast #282 In this powerful and deeply emotional episode, Julian Miller shares his remarkable journey from crime and chaos to redemption and purpose. Once a young man lost to the streets, Julian recounts the pivotal moments that defined his life — witnessing his cousin’s death at ten years old, falling into addiction, and ultimately making the desperate decision to rob a bank that landed him in prison. What began as a story of destruction turns into one of grace and transformation, as Julian reveals how incarceration became his awakening. Inside Rikers Island, amid withdrawal and despair, he found faith, discipline, and a renewed sense of identity. Through scripture, writing, and reflection, he reshaped his future, emerging not only sober but spiritually alive. Today, Julian uses his story to mentor youth, inspire students through poetry, and speak hope into the lives of those still trapped in cycles of pain and poor decisions. His testimony is a raw and inspiring reminder that no matter how dark your past, redemption is always possible when faith and purpose take hold. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:07:46 – Witnessing His Cousin’s Death at Age Ten 00:09:20 – Getting Kicked Out and Drawn Into the Streets 00:17:50 – Robbing a Bank and the Dye Pack Explosion 00:21:50 – The Burning Money and Desperation After the Robbery 00:27:55 – Realizing Prison Was a Blessing in Disguise 00:28:58 – The Horror of Withdrawal in Rikers Island 00:29:58 – Finding Purpose Through Self-Improvement in Prison 00:38:05 – Reconnecting With Faith and Surviving Shootings 00:40:36 – Learning to Control Anger Through Scripture 00:41:55 – Remembering the “What Would Jesus Do” Mindset 00:50:51 – Discovering Poetry and Speaking Opportunities 00:52:16 – Inspiring Students With His Poems 00:58:04 – Teaching High Schoolers the Importance of Purpose 01:00:13 – Using Motivation and Faith to Transform His Life
The Man Who Robbed Banks and Found God in a Cell: Julian Miller | The Hopeaholics Podcast #282
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Filling the Gap betwen Faith and Science with Dr. Angela Claffey | The Hopeaholics Podcast #281 In this deeply moving and eye-opening episode of The Hopeaholic Podcast, we sit down with Dr. Angela Claffey, a licensed forensic psychologist, mental health advocate, and survivor whose journey from pain to purpose is nothing short of extraordinary. Angela candidly shares her early battle with anorexia, depression, and suicidal thoughts as a young teenager, a struggle that nearly claimed her life at just 14, and how a miraculous encounter with a neighborhood boy set her on a lifelong mission to bring hope to others. She discusses how these harrowing experiences inspired her to establish The Well Counseling Center, supporting individuals with severe mental health challenges such as bipolar disorder, psychosis, and eating disorders, as well as Hunger Girl Ministries, which empowers young women to seek spiritual and emotional fulfillment beyond society’s unrealistic beauty standards. Throughout the episode, Angela explores transformative concepts like “rage helping,” shadow work, internal family systems, and faith-based recovery, bridging the gap between clinical psychology and spiritual healing, while sharing her personal journey of overcoming anorexia, embracing surrender and grace, and discovering how faith transformed her from a skeptic into a believer in redemption and restoration. #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:00:59 – Introduction & Greeting 00:01:14 – How Angela Met the Podcast Hosts 00:03:10 – “Rage Helping” and Founding The Well Counseling Center 00:03:51 – Her Suicide Attempt and Saving Experience at Age 14 00:06:04 – Hopelessness and Mentorship for Teens 00:07:57 – Anorexia, Faith, and Finding Healing 00:14:19 – Grace, Recovery, and “Eat and Stay Thin” 00:23:42 – Overcoming Anorexia and Founding “Hunger Girl Ministries” 00:28:09 – Body Image, Addiction, and Control 00:31:48 – Becoming a Forensic Psychologist 00:36:42 – Therapy, Vulnerability, and Shadow Work 00:42:17 – Internal Family Systems & Shadow Work Explained 00:44:10 – Learning to Receive Help and Healing Through Vulnerability 00:49:30 – Advice for People Struggling with Mental Illness 00:53:45 – How Pain Can Be Transformed into Purpose
Filling the Gap betwen Faith and Science with Dr. Angela Claffey | The Hopeaholics Podcast #281
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Connecting with God & Getting Sober with Jennifer Sprenger | The Hopeaholics Podcast #280 In this episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Jennifer Sprenger — founder and CEO of The Bella Abby & Ava Handbag Boutique — shares her remarkable story of redemption, faith, and transformation. Once caught in the depths of addiction, Jennifer battled meth dependency, incarceration, and the painful separation from her children. In her darkest moments, she turned to God and prayed for a second chance — and He answered. Through unwavering faith and commitment to recovery, Jennifer rebuilt her life from the ground up, creating a thriving business named after her three daughters: Bella, Abby, and Ava. Today, her luxury handbag boutique has locations in Newport Beach and Santa Rosa, working closely with celebrities and reality TV stars. Beyond the glamor, Jennifer’s true success lies in her spiritual rebirth and her mission to show others what God and recovery can do. Her story is one of perseverance, faith, and the power of transformation through divine grace. Follow Jennifer and check out her bags here: https://www.instagram.com/bellaabbyava__/?hl=en #thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #NatalieEvaMarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don't forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps: 00:05:37 - Reflecting on Past Struggles as a Young Mother 00:06:18 - Emotional Moment with Daughter at the Emmys 00:11:35 - Addiction and Arrest Story 00:16:01 - Breakdown and Spiritual Surrender in Jail 00:19:03 - Faith and Redemption 00:25:05 - Reuniting with Her Children 00:28:17 - Finding Purpose Through Faith (Scripture Revelation) 00:30:20 - Her Mother’s Death 00:32:05 - Renewed Mission to Expand Her Faith Radio Network 00:33:10 - From Jail to Business Success
Connecting with God & Getting Sober with Jennifer Sprenger | The Hopeaholics Podcast #280
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